October 15th is Infant and Pregnancy Loss Remembrance Day. Almost 4 years ago I lost the child I was carrying. It was a really difficult and painful time for me and it still hurts to remember. Although I do have a beautiful little boy now, I still think of the child I could of had. I know in my heart that God does everything for a reason and that he never gives you anything that you can not handle, but at the time I wondered what I did to make God want to punish me. It took us 2 years to get pregnant and then having our dream basically taken from us was more than I thought I could handle. Thankfully with the support of my wonderful husband and caring family I was able to pick myself up and move on with my life. Seven months after I loss my baby I found out I was pregnant again. I was ecstatic and scared that it might happen again. By the grace of God, my son was born 3 weeks early but very healthy. I lit a candle in remembrance of my lost child and said a prayer for all those who have gone through a similar experience. Please take the time to do the same.