I have been thinking about my life a lot lately. I am having a strong urge to leave my husband and re-establish myself again. I want to have a relationship that is all it can be. To me that means:

I want a life where I love my partner. I want to tell him everything. I want to want to spend a lot of time with him. I want him to want to spend a lot of time with me.

I want a life where I am madly in love with my partner. I want to be turned on when I see him or think about him. I want to be a sexual creature.

I want a life where I can argue with my partner, but no one takes things personally and at the end everyone feels better. Kissing and making up finishes the argument completely. The fight does not continue or come back.

I want a life where things are stable. My partner and I have stable jobs, our bills are paid each month. The kids feel good about themselves and our lives together.

I want a life where I feel good about myself. I want to remember that I am a good person and mother. I want to remember that I am loved AND that I love in return.

Am I being unrealistic? Does such a relationship exist?