To Parvo. I may still lose him, though it is looking good. Right now he's resting. I've been giving him plenty of pedialyte & trying to get him to drink water on his own. He's not there yet, bit I am sure he will be soon.

He's eating on his own now. Soft foods since he's still not strong enough to eat regular dog food.

My DD and I have been cleaning today and will be bleaching a lot of things to kill the virus. I need to make sure he doesn't get it again. I'm afraid he won't survive it if it happens again.

Right now I am exhausted from worrying and making sure he gets liquid every three hours. I won't lose him! I raised him from a puppy, fed him formula, babied him. He was so adorable as a pup and even more so now!

I doubt it though. No matter how much money we earn, I will still want to be the one raising my child. My rules are so many and varied that it would stress a nanny out.

Good morning world! It is much too early for me to be up and yet this is the best I have felt all week. Go figure, lol.

We're heading down to Massilon to go pick up Cyn from Church youth camp. I know she'll be exhausted and yet her mouth will be running a mile a minute so she can tell me everything that happened at camp.

Chad says this is the best I have felt all week since I am out of bed by 10 am, hmmmm, don't tell him but I think he may be right.

Has anyone seen my lotion? I can't seem to find it anywhere!

Sorry, guess I am babbling today. You know what? I am not sorry. I refuse to be. This is my blog and if I want to babble I will!

Oh, too forceful? Darn. Oh well.

Hope everyone else has a great day!

Question, anyone else send your children to camp? Just wondering...

I get really annoyed with the neighbor girls to the point that I feel as if I am going to scream.

Then I feel bad when their mom, who I love, tells me that the whole reason they stayed in their rental house is because we live across the street from them.

My first thought before the guilt hit? Why can't I be mean and evil so they want to move? Yeah, its not in me no matter how much I try.

I let Mandy, the oldest girl, spend the night last night. I shouldn't have because Cyn is still half grounded, but I figured, why not and let her come over. Yet, I am grumpy because Cyn hasn't been following my rules as closely as she should have.

Its my own fault! Not hers, so why am I so mad?

I'm mad at myself, obviously. Duh! So, I refuse to let my bad mood shadow everything.

Grumpy mommy is officially gone.

Yay!

on the web.

In my head.

I'm in a fog trying to focus and getting nowhere.

Sigh, you'd think I'd be refreshed after a vacation.

My grandmother's dying. Not long left. I dread the day I get the phone call.

I miss my daughter. She's at her dad's till Sunday.

I miss sleep. I want to sleep.

Why can't I?

That when there is still milk in the fridge, your child must scream and yell that there is no milk left.

My first question, "there isn't any for your cereal?"

Her answer "Yes there is."

Me: "Then why the drama?"

Her: "Because we're almost out."

Me: "You're kidding, right?"

Her: "We'll be out once I pour it. What ya gonna do then?"

Me: "Run naked through the streets screaming that we're out of milk, duh."

Her: "Mom!" and then she rolls her eyes.

Yep, sarcasm always helps. Though I do wonder what she would do if I followed through on it. Tempting...