I don't know what it is. I feel so overwhelmed this last week. I loose my Patience easily, I am constantly tired and it seems like I can't handle things very well. I feel like my Battery is running low. I forgot about some extra expenses we had and paid some Bills in advance. Now, because of me being such a screw up we end up being short on money for TheCutiePie's Birthday. We have around 160$ left and still have a week and a half til next Paycheck. The Cake that I ordered alone costs 30 Bucks. I have no Idea how we're gonna pull it off. I planned to buy CutiePie's Gift this week and now it seems like I have to wait til next Paycheck to do that. I truly deserve the award for Crappiest Mom of the Planet. I just wanna pack my Bags and run away for a while but I don't even have money for that. I wish I could figure out what to do. Once CutiePie goes to Bed, I usually end up crying because I feel like shit. TheHubby is mad at me for not managing better. The problem is I don't know how to manage my Finances. I never learned it and nobody ever bothered to teach me. I don't know what to do right now. I'm overwhelmed with Life right now and wanna crawl into a hole and take a break from everything. I can't though since I have to take care of my Son. I just try to keep it together for his sake. I'm sorry for such a depressing post.