All is well but I'm not.. Im baffled with myself for things are the way I want it to be but I am not adapting to it.Naturally I am not..

What more could I ask for.Is it because it feels too safe??? Ironically,after watching "Basic Instincts" last night,I felt like I really could relate to it.LOL.

Crazy~.Cause Ms Stone was a seductively insane character.Sadistic,I'm not that part.Alright... Its more like I could relate to the part when she spoke about her "fetish" for risks..

Looking back,Ive always been the person who would go ahead with what I wanted,in spite of the consequences.. I backed this up with the reason of not wanting to regret;not pursuing what I wished for.To a certain extent,I do realise,it is not such a healthy trait for a person to think likewise but somehow,it leads one on a rough path,where you learn things faster and in a much harder way.

I try to keep things simple and easy.Not complicated.Therefore,it saves me for time to invest in safer expeditions.Keeps me outta trouble and perhaps I get to relive the dream of leading the life of an ordinary person.But changes excite me.Trouble does not.I look forward to something NEW each day,Be it good or bad,it has to be make a difference from yesterday.