I need to get out and have some fun tonight...
Half hearted but i guess I have to force myself out..
It's not easy,especially when my heart says to do otherwise.. to get on the cell p. and call but at second thought I am sick and tired of being the only one who's concerned about making things work.

Anna,doesnt wanna head out cause shes just missing her long-distance bf so much, she complains of cramps... Its weird but then again.. shes not faking it..so i guess, missing someone does give you cramps.. when you miss them so badly???Id that's true why am i not getting any similar symptoms??

How does one get so strong and ignorant all of a sudden and not give a hoot about watever has been going on all these years??

I dunno.I'll end here.