I'm finally moving to an adapted bungalow across the other side of town.

I'm really happy and ready for it now, life in this little bungalow has been very hard.

My problem is why do the people you love the most have to alway's find a problem aout your life just when you most stressed or at your lowest ebb.

My teenagers don't want to move, which to a certain extent I can understand, they've grown up on this side of town, but you can walk to the other side in about 20 mins. So their not that far away from what they've grown up around. Plus the fact their old enough to find their way from one place to another on their own.

In approx 2 1/2 years time they'll all be a college and I'll be on my own anyway, is it only me thinking ahead????????

My Mother has to have her say to, not I'm happy for you, you deserve it or anything like that. 'Your not spending time with your children' was the greating I got this morning, not how did the interview with the college go?

I haven't been as luckly as my Mother as far a marrage is concerned, my parents meet when they were 14 years old and have been married 47years, a fact of which I am very proud to tell the whole world.

I have two failed marrages behind me but I've been in a relationship for over 3 years now and on the whole this man makes me very happy, so why can't my family be happy for me? I'll have to ponder that one for myself I think.

This was time I was so looking forward to and at the moment I wish it wasn't happening.

Sorry for being on a downer everyone but I just need to sound off a bit to someone.

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