I have not been on for a long time.
I have severe back pain and was very sick for a couple weeks.
My daughter Lola lost her first tooth last night while she was staying at her dads.
My daughter Ella will soon be 1 year old !
I'm stressed out over money . A person can not live on a social security check. It's impossible. I don't get any other money . I can't afford my doctor bills or bills in general.
I have no idea what I will do for christmas. I want my kids to have a good time. I would like to have a nice family thing .
I had some MRI's done on July 2nd but the doctor never called to tell me anything. The MRI's were of my back. I can feel a lump on my spine so If the MRI shows up nothing I have no idea what else I can do about it.
I called the doctor and one of the ladies working said that if they found something they would have had someone call me. I'm thinking they didn't even look at them yet and will wait until my next visit which is on Mark's birthday .
Me and Mark will both be 30 soon. How fast time goes ! I remember when I first seen him in 6th grade walking down the hall. Who would have thought we would end up together and have a child.
That's about everything. Just been sick and in pain.

Plants are doing nice.
The lime basil , lettuce , cucumbers , marigolds and the pink Hib have been born.

I adopted a cat nip and peppermint plant that I cared for back to life.

I just planted some mint and cham.

I've been working on my MS story but it's so long and I know I forget alot of things. I don't know if I should just post what I have.

Tomorrow is my daughters last day of school. This year went by very very fast. My other daughter will soon be 1 !!!!! Holy crap where have I been ?

My boyfriend started his new hours at work. Like an idiot I cried . I miss him . I didn't want to see him go.

Does anyone listen to coast to coast am ? coasttocoastam.com
They have some really cool topics. I download the shows and then upload to my ipod so we can listen to it when we have to drive somewhere. It's not free.
Actually I think ours runs out very soon if not already.

I must have slept a weird way . Everytime I move my head .. Now it will be like that all day .

I planted some lime basil , Orange Jasmine and I've been keeping an eye on a dwarf sunflower my daughter Lola started . She's been with her father for a week.
I should get her today sometime.

I still have some seeds to start but I have other crap to do.
I ordered some already started plants from some sellers on Ebay. Looking foward to getting some plants in here .

Me and my boyfriend watched Ghost rider and a documentary called A Christmas familly tragedy .
Ghost Rider was horrible. I remember Nicolas cage would be in only good movies but this movie and Next were very bad. I think every movie I have ever seen with Eva Mendes she has her top unbuttoned low enough that you can see her Cha Chas .
A Christmas Famly tragedy is a documentary about the Lawson Family . Well , It's kinda a documentary . Not a very good one. I agree with most of the reviews on Netflix. It was a tragic event that should have had better information .

Next in my queue is Fan of the dead , Into the Wild and Planet Earth Disc 4 .

Dragonfly may seem cheesy at first but the ending is pretty good. Worth a watch .

Planet Earth disc 3 is by far the best ... that is so far . Amazing pictures . I wish I could visit some of these places .

The Distinguished Gentleman . Ok movie . Reminds me of Obama . I personally think he's full of crap . There are things people just don't hear about . anyway ... good movie . Older .

Sometime soon I plan on posting my MS story. It's a long one ... I try to write one every year to add more things I forgot or stuff that is recent. I plan on doing this ... will it get done ... probably not.

I decided to start a hobby. I'm going to plant... have a indoor garden . I haven't started yet . I did order some things on Ebay . I hope to start soon.

I might even start a personal movie review blog . Maybe some people who visit are looking for some good movies although I can not be held responsible if you hate the movie. If anyone has Netflix let me know and we can add each other... Actually I might add my netflix link to this site .... (the little dots are me thinking in case you were wondering why I keep doing that)

That is all for now .... Come back for more ~!