Today its only one leg, but I don't much feel like cheering.
The pain of myself and my children is all I seem to be hearing.

I am limping with one leg and with the other a shuffle
For all that's good I pray for no scuffle.

I have sworn by monday I will take drastic measures,
but even the thought of the bill gives me no pleasure.

I find myself some where lost in pain, let me sleep lie alone
just don't make me feel it again.

Amazing all the words to describe pain, shooting burning, stabing, all you truely mean
sounds like a relay from a 911 dispatcher to help at a nasty scene

In a way there is a brutal battle going on inside
like a creepy lil' shadow knowing just where to hide.

So many skeptics I have met along the way
I'd love to see how they would react being in my body for a day.

So this is where I'm at and the place I am in ,not for the weak of heart but this where I start.