I now have three blogs, including this one, and I am beginning to feel distinctly divided; kind of like Sybil, only without the drama of climbing on top of a bookshelf in a bid for one of my 98 personalities to be heard. There is my Gather blog, which tends to be more thoughtful; my blogspot blog, which is a little more in-your-face, tempered with a little bit of self-deprecating humor, and now this. I alredy knew I had a lot to say about the world, about the things that go on in this tiwsted little mind of mine; I also knew that there are certain people who only see one side of me, and I do that intentionally. So great, I think, now I am tempering my words in the sense that I have to figure out a few things: Number One, what am I really thinking about, and Number Two, on which blog should I post it? Like I need to put that much pressure on myself, right?

I am finding out, though, that I like it. And I don't know if that makes me really, really sick or just normal. I see that there are some people with a whole bunch of different blogs, and that makes me believe that we ALL do this to an extent-but I don't know if it makes us all sick or all normal. I will say, though, that my life is just crazy enough, and that I am by turns melancholy and introspective, pissed off and meek, hilarious and lame, that I really need a aplce for every part of me to shine.