...And do your best NOT to tell someone to shove it. Even though you hate it because it's killing you (your back may never be the same again), you've just got to hang in there until something better comes along (or until you're no longer able to walk or stand).

In the meantime, you are earning MONEY--be grateful for that! And "Gnatalie" hasn't been around as much, so things could be worse! You're getting exercise (even if it's not the best kind), you're meeting people, and you're out in the world again. Try to focus on the positives through the physical pain.

Will this pep talk work? Probably not, but it was worth a shot!